BLACK&WHITE ARE OPPOSITES

Sunday, April 29, 2007

alright.
i'm basically camping online until someone comes to tell me what work we have to do.
i could probably find some if i actually got about to searching.
but i suppose i'm trying to buy myself some time.

well 30th anniversary's over just like that.
going through like 15 hours of rehearsal, for a mere 10 minutes on the day itself.
10mins spent on a guy who didn't even acknowledge our presence when we were just 5 feet away, speaking through a mic.
hardly seems worth it huh?
well for a guy without any cca to speak off.
10 mins of being ignored by the Minister for Education, Second Minister for Finance, in turn translating into a paragraph on his SGC
he can't really complain now can he? lOl
well being emcee and all, i was more or less prohibited from taking part in any carnival activities for fear of sweat, smell and the likes.
i could barely get 20mins to myself man, thanks to my overly paranoid teacher-in-charge.
she's like afraid that during that 20mins, i would suddenly implode and she'll lose her emcee.
she was even hesitant to release me so i can relief myself.
seriously. some people simply can't handle major events.
not that the anniversary was that big a deal.
anyway after i did my part, i was more or less loitering the school (mostly on the 3rd floor, for all- too obvious reasons)
so we spent time camping in school till the dinner started.
and we didn't even have to chiong.
firstly coz we were already standing next to a table.
and secondly, there weren't that many people left in school anymore at that time.
anyway the highlight (can i call it that?) came at night.
when james and the rest came up with this crappy idea to sabotage me.
get this. they wrote a dedication from me to ******!!
and those who were there at the carnival would know, all dedications were read and announced to the WHOLE school via the pa system!!
rahhhhhh!! now at least 1/6 of the school heard it.
how do i know? coz i got a call asking if i wrote that dedication right after the message was announced!
not from ****** thank goodness. (its bad enough that 1/6 of the school knows ok, i'm not telling the rest of you 5/6)
but (thankfully?) the one intended to receive that message apparently didn't hear it.
not that she wasn't in school or anything, she was more or less next to an amp.
but according to sources, she exclaimed loudly coz she dropped something, right at the moment the message was broadcasted throughout the school.
call it fate or coincidence, either way she's still happily oblivious. (ignoring the fact that she knows my name, who i am and that i've been looking at her; results of loyi and miss jeeva's efforts)
that's the last time i'm saying anything during econs class.
well how she'll react when someone else tells her, i'll know when i meet her on the train tomorrow.
crud man. its hard enough to sneak peeks at her as it is already and now this had to happen.
one of this days i'm gonna have to bring a binoculars to school, i tell you.

well i can't escape anymore.
someone's here and i've already got a list of work that needs getting a start on.
oh well, i'm dreading the ride to school tmr.
rahhhh.
toodles.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 10:05 PM

it was a mistake from the very start.
and to have only realised it now.
i guess its too late to apply any form of salvation.
i couldn't keep it.
i couldn't hold it.
and now i'm paying for it.
let nature take its course.
and i hope its one that's in my favour.

ignore the nonsensical distractions.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 7:38 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007

and yet another week's over.
and its been pretty calm and uneventful.
if you ignore the screwed- up physics spa and the countless rehearsals.
(seriously we've done it so many times i can practically recite Gao Fan's chinese portion of the script from memory)
and tomorrow's the 30th anniversary.
lets hope i don't mess things up in front of tharman.
even dilberately got a haircut for the occasion.
(or in jia jie's opinion, to not get tharman jealous.)
so now i'm stuck with a screwy hairstyle for at least the first month.
damn it man.
can i appeal to all barbers to please go get yourselves a dictionary?
and when you guys do, go search for the meaning to the word T-H-I-N.
it means not-so-thick.
not for pete's sake, S-H-O-R-T-E-R.
when i request you cut thinner, there's no need to go any higher up my scalp.
i even pointed out the position of where i want my hair thin-ed.
still the barber managed to screw it up.
what can i say man? well done.
ah whatever.

oh and to all 0622 dudes.
anyone wants to watch SPIDERMAN 3?
most probably scheduled for the week after next.
currently there's meiping and i.
so let us know if you guys have the interest yah?

well just a few photos to end the entry.
some of which i've kept for too long and never got around to posting it till now.

WOW!
our GPF's up on exhibition!
model GPF man! xD
ok so i snuck them into the exhibition case.
but hey, it doesn't make them any less model. LOL!
oh and to anyone else thinking of trying it out.
too bad coz they're sealed up already! wahahahaha!

check it out man.
i swear it shocked the shit outta me.
totally freaking, especially in the gloomy corridor.
i guess that's how they deter students from using staff toilets. lOl.

oh look at jason's award- winning smile.
i guess we know who won this race. heh heh!

would you let me shelter you in the rain?

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 9:06 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

i broke my personal best timing for 2.4km run.
New Personal Best: 10min 34s.
5 secs from my target for the year.
15 secs from A.
rahhhh. i knew i should have pushed harder.

i just found out today.
apparently the info was wrong.
i have officially 1 week left to train for napfa.
no more chances for failure.
no retest in june.
only 3 months earlier in camp.
that is what awaits failure.
and i won't.
3 days. that's how much time i give myself.
3 days.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 8:21 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

ok just a short entry before i return to chem.
melvin discovered this last night when he couldn't sleep and started fooling around with the calculator next to his bed.
and went on to invent his own theorem.

1) in DEG mode, evaluate the tangent of your birth date. {tan (DDMMYYYY)}
eg. tan (01101989)

2) proceed to evaluate the tangent of your potential soul mate's birth date.
eg. tan (********)

now here's the surprising discovery.
mel tried his birth date with his girlfriend's.
now get this.
their tangents are IDENTICAL!
right down to the last digit. (to the furthest extent of the calculator)
so he went on to fool around with other birth dates of people around him.
and within those trials, there were actually combinations of people with nearly, if not exactly, the same tangents!
so he concluded this.

3) people with tangents not differing by more than 4 are fated to be together.
(i assume he used himself as a basis for this conclusion)
why he chose 4, however, i have no idea.

4) footnotes
i) as far as i know, tangent can be replaced with cos and sin.
although the values may change, pairs of people with identical tangents will continue to have the same value in the cases of cos and sin.

ii) this theory had been tried in RAD mode but apparently it doesn't work.
i've yet to find identical pairs in RAD mode so if you do, why not drop off a comment?

iii) pairs of people with (approximately) identical tangents may occur in the following combinations:
1) guy & girl
2) guy & guy
3) girl & girl

which makes the idea of being soul- mates kinda awkward in certain cases.

iv) this theory does not guarantee 100% success (yet).
no one will be held accountable for cases of false hopes and misleadings. (unless mel wishes to handle them)

well that's about it.
of course this theory is still at the stage of refinery.
(apparently the fact that some tangents coincided with his, did not agree with mel. lOl)
and we're still trying to figure out the math behind all this.
so when it's finally proven, it meant actually be named after mel. lOl
and so if you are still skeptical about this.
why not grab your calculator and try it out?
you might find a pleasant answer.
i know i did. xD

whoa this turned out not to be a short entry eh?
well just a little more stuff.
if you guys ever get around to playing that 30th anniversary cd.
and was wondering who that irresistable (guy) voice belonged to.
its erm.
er hem. yours truly. LOL!
well toodles.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 10:14 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

22/4 mizuno wave run.

if the t-shirts haven't already given it away.
we'd all completed it.
i came in at around an 1h plus.
which is seriously slow since i could have done so much better.
just didn't have the motivation to carry on running.
and the initial up- slope didn't help either.
but i was only aiming for completion this time round.
afterall this is my first time in an official competitive run.
i say i did pretty ok for a noob.
until the next run then.
toodles.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 12:07 PM

Monday, April 16, 2007

YOU FUCKING SUCK BALLS L** K** S****
and i hope you suck them hard.
try googling that, fug.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 8:37 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

the PW results are back.
and what a day for its release- friday the 13th.
with the skies gloomy and pouring by late morning.
you couldn't ask for a worse omen.
for those that don't believe in such superstitions.
its time you did.
here's how NY fared against others.

Percentage As (wrt indivdual college cohort)
National: 20%
MJ: 50%
HC: 80%
SA: 0.8%
NY: 3%

don't let the college above ny distract you.
ny sucked big time this year.
a mere 48 people holding As.
never has ny scored this badly.
ny's made plenty of history this 30th anniversary.
so here's another one.
2007: Worst Project Work Performance
ain't this gonna be a memorable year?
i'm not gonna continue ranting bout how shitty all this is.
you can easily find those on any other nyjcian's blog.
all i know is something went horribly wrong and i doubt it's the cohort's fault.
not to be pointing fingers or anything.
but the PW committee had better produce a hell of a good explanation for this shit after their evaluation.
or a certain 'ng's gonna be in deep shit.
600 piles of it.

so how did i do?
i got a B.
and i ain't gonna complain about it.
don't be fooled for a second that i'm contented or anything.
my group has put in effort way beyond that required to achieve A.
but complaining ain't gonna mutate B into an A.
there's only time left to move on.
as the maths department have so kindly reminded us.
there's only 62 days to mid years and 200 plus to As.
feeling sore over it is only gonna shorten time.

so my A level cert currently stands as such.
Chinese Language: B
Project Work: B

i've lost out twice to other A level students out there.
i'm determined not to lose the next 5 times.

62 days.
20 days for each core subject.
time is most definitely of the essence.
bye.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 4:33 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

i'll just be here for mere minutes before i gotta chow to science centre.
just thought i should leave my grades for block test here.
that it's outstanding or anything.
but it'll serve as a memento to spur me to work harder.

BLOCK TEST
Maths: C
Chemistry: B
Physics: S
Econs: D
General Paper: S

i'm severely disappointed with my grades.
all failures were within 1 mark to pass.
and yet i'd fail to achieve that much.
its way past the time to buck up.
i need to study.
no more distractions.
study.
just FUCKING STUDY OSBORNE!!

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 9:51 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

yeah. i'm more or less done with the 2 econs essay.
and its only 10pm!!
ok fine, so i'm supposed to have finished them before this morning.
but for someone who frequently starts THINKING bout doing work only at 10.
i think thats a great feat by itself. lOl.
give me some credit man.
anyway i'm so totally high over having finished econs.
i've decided to start on de moive's thereom!
woot~ this boy is so hardworking.
wahahahahaha.

anyway just a study tip for anyone desperate enough to try.
do you often find yourself unmotivated to do work?
stuck on a question and simply can't bear to continue?
or simply too distracted?
well what you GUYS (and i do mean guys, like literally) are GIRLS!
seriously. no kid.
all you need is a photo of the girl that will cause you to melt on sight.
flash it across your monitor (or anywhere else that's convenient to see while easy to hide from prying family members)
and pop in for a gaze every time you feel unmotivated to continue with work.
and voila~!
instantaneous motivation to carry on!
and the drive to finish up tutorials!
and if you ever run out of steam again.
you can always go back for seconds! lOl.
of course for best effects.
different photos can be used.
i suggest keeping it to the same individual female.
though i haven't tried different people.
so any side effects caused by the above action will not be held accountable by me.
this method had been physically proven by yours truly.
and its effects extent to completion of 4 tutorials and 2 test reviews to date.
yup. its that good.
i can't say if this works for girls.
if anyone happens to find out if the same desirable results can be obtained for a girl.
do let me know yah?
so if anyone's feeling run down at the moment.
why not get yourself a photo? lOl.
(i personally find blogs to be a great source for this, though i suppose friendster would be a better one)
(side effects may include further distraction, slight drooling and tendency to daydream. extent of side effects may differ from degree of chio/ cute/ hotness of female selected.)

oh just a small bit bout sports carnival.
we did alright for frisbee despite not winning.
at least the girls + edmund put in commendable effort.
so no regrets there.
we so totally owned in dragonboat!
we were ahead by at least a boat length man.
good job guys + meiping! (SEE? i excluded you ok.)
and the guys did similarly brilliant for the run.
coming in first as a team.
and proving that teamwork is way more effective than individual performances.
would have been nice to have attained top 5.
but i suppose for one of the few class events where everyone put in their all.
we might as well have gotten top.

well i'm off to de moive's.
and with her blog simply a click away.
i think i'll be able to finish it tonight. lOl.
toodles folks.

BLACK AND WHITE MIXED AT 10:02 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

wahahahaha!
april fool's day blew past without much of my notice.
i mean if the comics section never had jokes bout it.
i'll probably still be ignorant. lOl.
and since my bum's still in one piece.
i suppose everyone else forgot and didn't hand out any 'kick me' signs.

everyone's still pretty bummed out by block test.
i guess it hit us pretty hard.
a real wake up call.
i mean people are already seeking consultations.
and with parents banning their kids.
i suppose parents are waking up too.
can't bear to tell my parents i failed physics.
not that its much of a surprise since i only knew the equation for waves when i went in.
so gonna get in when they eventually know though.
so am i taking this time to play my heart out before they jail me at home?
coz by the looks of what i'd been doing this past few days.
i'm not taking my suckish results too seriously.
i'm not even doing my tutorials man.
and the gravitation notes been in my file for a week.
and i haven't progressed past pg 6.
this is not good.
not good at all.
and as much as i am saying all this.
i can't stop myself from typing this and actually start to do my work.
i guess i simply can't study at home.
i need a study buddy.
seriously. and i've been looking for one for the past year.
problem is everyone studies just fine at home.
and no one wants to stay back in school regularly.
so i've been slacking at home for most parts of J1.
can't let it happen now.
so if you're reading this now.
and if you simply can't study at home the same way i can't.
tell me asap yeah?

well that econs essay ain't gonna do itself.
i better get a move on.
don't wanna be black marked by jeeva.
bye.